My life’s been kinda dramatic lately. I almost had a panic attack on Saturday. So when I got home I was too tired to post. Basically, I’m just spending my days being tired. Luckliy, I’ll be getting my thyroid checked on Wed. Anyway, so I’m kinda cheating. Sorry :(.
D is for diet, E is for eating, and F is for food. My diet is disgusting. I need to go on one. It’s full of sweets and salts and very little protein. It does have a lot of milk. So when I was lactose intolerant for a couple weeks thanks to a bug, my life was miserable. Yes, the smallest, forced change in my diet makes me miserable. I can’t deal with it.
I eat sooo much. Just this morning for breakfast, I had two bowls of cereal, a bar of chocolate, and five waffles. It’s disgusting. It’s just, once I start, I really don’t wanna stop. It feels sooooo good to eat. Eat, eat, eat, and eat some more. But I’m super picky, too. So I really only like things that are bad for you. And only some healthy things.
I’m obsessed with food. I always have to make sure I have access to it. Whether it be that I bring a lot of food with me, or that I have money to buy some. Half my paycheck goes to food. If I don’t have access to food, my day is miserable. It’s disgusting :(.